What's the Point?

Sometimes I feel like I’m throwing frisbees of light out into the void. I am aware that a few people catch those frisbees. But does it really matter? I’m going through a moment of re-assessment. What am I doing this for? Is anyone comforted or inspired, or at least feeling less alone?

I want to say here, that your comments and likes are so important – not just to me but to all people who show up and offer encouragement in navigating these chaotic times. Thank you to those who let me know you’ve been touched in some way by my offerings. Please know that the energetic radiance of love and appreciation is a form of currency that is priceless. Like when blessing our food with gratitude for every person, plant and animal that had anything to do with our meal sitting in front of us. Imagine all that has something to do with the chain of connections that finally creates what we nourish ourselves with receiving the blessings of our love and gratitude. Energy is real and the energy of gratitude we send out reaches every person, if we intend it to.

I chose the Flower of Life as an image for this essay, because it illustrates how we are all connected – to one another in the bigger picture of the entire world – the Collective Consciousness – to one another in our online communities and in the communities where we live. We are awakening to these energetic connections as well as our connection with the Earth we live on. This flower of life image is how I see the crystalline grid that encircles the entire Earth. And I feel this illustrates how our energy connects and amplifies into the world.

There’s a false teaching that is endemic to our Human understanding of our place in the world that says we are all separate. That we are separate from one another and the planet that nourishes and nurtures us. This is a thought form that focuses only on the mind, a scientific approach that doesn’t take into account the heart and the intuition; our inner knowing. This thought form is losing its grip on our consciousness as we experience our intuitive knowing more and more. We have a brilliant navigational tool right in our heart and balancing the heart-mind connection opens us up to experiencing our world in a whole new way.

Our intuitive and telepathic abilities are becoming stronger, as we pay attention to and trust what we’re feeling. Our bodies are sensitive receivers and transmitters, our hearts pulse out energy into the field around us. We can sense what others are feeling without words, because our energy fields interact viscerally, beyond our thinking minds. Our hearts are becoming the drivers of our lives, and our mind is our tool to navigate this physical world.

Back to what’s the point. Many of us are reassessing where we have been and where we want to go moving forward. I’ve spoken to many people, so I know I’m not the only one asking this question. This wanting to change things also has filtered in to where we live, many of us have the urge to move but don’t know where to go. I’m sitting with all of this myself.

A few weeks ago, I shut down my website. I have the intention of getting something back up on another platform – a free platform. But again, I wonder what’s the point. That question keeps popping up. I’m at a turning point, as many people are. The current astrology supports this feeling of unrest and wanting to do things differently, wanting to move to a new place, find a new way of supporting ourselves. I trust that the outcome will match the new frequency that I’m arising into and I surrender to not knowing where I’m going. When I accept that I’m in a transitional, liminal moment, I can begin to see certain things popping up, to get my attention. So, I do have some inspiring ideas to focus on and I’m asking myself what I need to let go of to move forward.

I see myself standing in the center of a circle, turning and feeling into the four directions, and the below and above. Where am I? I feel the pull to release and float upwards, shedding all the stuff I’ve cared about that no longer matter to my heart. Let it go. Surrender to the chaos. I also feel the Earth pulling me into her depths. I feel the comfort of floating through tunnels of crystals out into caverns lit by a golden and violet inner light. I want to tune into the depths of the Earth, I want to know what our true history of human beings on Earth is. I feel, like a knowing, that this information is in our blood. Our ancient ancestors are within us. I want to remember their stories, to feel them awaken within me. There is wisdom within us that can help us with where we are at, as Humanity, right now on Earth. It’s interesting to me that I’m more connected to the rising of spirit and the connection to the Earth at this moment. The four directions are creating structure to hold me in place as I create a bridge to the above and below.

I go within to ask The Vastness of Being for a message.

You are the ones holding up the sky. All of your voices, all of your energetic focus is going into the world around you. Make it beautiful, make it loving. All you do with one another, all you do for one another, all you do for yourselves. Make it loving, make it joyful. When you gather together, imagine your gathering is contained within a golden orb of love. You create blossoms of love wherever you go. Make it your focus. Pay attention to what you’re choosing to focus on. Love is empowering. Scouring through the news of the day can be disheartening but if you do this always remember to fill yourself with love afterward. You will all come to experience how powerful you are when you put your hearts together. The big change you are experiencing has to do with unity consciousness. It’s an evolutionary leap in consciousness. What you are experiencing now is a dissolution of what was, which can no longer be upheld so you are seeing the structure of something created long ago being exposed and crumbling. This top down structure can no longer be upheld in the expanded energetic vibration of the Earth. You may see this change in your lives, in small ways or large ways, and you see it in the outer world.

Do not despair, do not give up. You are here in this timeline to uphold love. Find ways to gather together in person You have lived so much through your computers and through technology that enables you to see and communicate with one another through your computers, and that is well and good, but in person gatherings are where you can enjoy one another’s company and, depending on the gathering, merge your energy together to consciously send love, peace and comfort out to the world. But you don’t even need that intention, know that whatever you do in person with people creates a blossom of love, joy, mirth, tenderness and that is radiated into the ethers of the Earth. Dancing together, playing or experiencing music together, book clubs, knitting groups, making art together, playing games, you will all begin to experience the greater sense of the energy you are amplifying together.

You all have psychic abilities and these are awakening within you. Telepathy is becoming more prevalent, as you learn to trust your intuition and your inner knowing, as people begin to listen to their hearts and allow their heart to be in charge, instead of their brains, you will grow more and more powerful regarding what opens up to you in the experiences of your day to day lives.

I am thinking of the No Kings Marches that will be held in the United States on March 28. I feel these gatherings will also be happening in other places around the world. Because We The People are coming together. There will be joy, there will be strength in pushing back at the energy of oppression. So I will hold the vision of all these gatherings being surrounded in golden rose light for the amplification of joy protected by love.

We are in the falling apart stage of the world structure right now. It is messy and scary and tragic. But we will come out of this, we are awakening to new inspiration and possibility and love lifts us up into this frequency of innocence and freedom. This light exists within us right now, it is up to us to nurture this light, this flame of love and playfulness. Ride on waves of laughter bubbling up like a spring of fresh, sweet water, ride this wave into the bright horizon of our true freedom unfolding. Have FUN!

So, THIS is the point. Love is the point. Fun and creativity is the point. Moving out from under the dense hierarchal structure of the patriarchy, into circles of love and expansion is the point. It is our destiny, and we must nurture this love within ourselves and radiate it into our world, in alignment with Earth. This is the frequency that is dismantling the pyramid. In our little lives, us everyday heroes will prevail as we hold our focus on love.

For now, we can choose to put down our devices and turn towards our community, our immediate environment, the people who are around us. Creating real in-person connections and also being in nature. Here in the Northern Hemisphere, it’s time to start thinking about seeds and planting, as the snow begins to melt and eventually sink its water into the thirsty earth.

Substack just congratulated me for having 100 subscribers. Thank you for being here. It means so much to me.

Stay tuned for my new website, which will have some new energetic offerings, and my Vastness of Being blog. You can also find me on YouTube (Leilah at Integral Soul) walking in the woods with my two canine companions, Dave and Lyra.

Love and Blessings to all.

Leilah and The Vastness of Being

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